My grandfather is dying. He got encephalitis, like a cold to the brain, and recovered, but not enough that he can feed himself. So he's asked to be taken off of life support and to die. They expect he'll be gone at the end of the week. If you want to reach me, I'm sending my phone number to ; ask her.

I’m not going to pretend like I’m not just firing words into cyberspace. I know that four people will read this, two will care, and one of them will be me checking over it for heinous grammatical mistakes. So this isn’t a deluded act of grandeur. I have no audience. I get it. Yet that doesn’t mean that I hate people who do. So what if a person has over twenty gazillion page views and personally makes hundreds of people laugh every day? Who gets angry over something so harmless and spews absolute shit out of the vortex in their chest? What kind of person can sit down knowing that what comes out of their fingertips isn’t ending up in the lap of another human being?

I don’t know anymore. A lot of other people like to get psychological at this point, talk about the person behind the troll. I’m not going to, honestly. I’m tired of giving them a break because they’re obnoxious jackasses. I almost wish that my reaction isn’t what they want. But seriously, why should I let them down? They want to bring out the bad side of other people so that they aren’t alone, like those Catholics who put the white crosses out in their front lawns to symbolize all of the souls taken by abortion. The sad part is that they always neglect the details that matter.

So here are the details to every powder-keg I’m thinking about right now: whitedog1 makes people happy, and some people unhappy. Simply put, if you don’t like her, take a deep breath and move on. Abortions are commonly performed to relieve woman of unintended burdens such as children resulting from incest or sexual assault or children who will not live past birth, have died in the womb, or endanger the health of the mother. No matter how you spin it, abortions are needed. Stop blaring crap about the health reformation bills when you don’t know what you’re talking about. Take the bloody nuclear weapons away, lock the two leaders in a room and let them go at it until they kill each other or come to an agreement. Screw America, it’s going to end. Go with the flow. The more you talk about Jon and Kate + 8, the worse it gets.

That’s about it.
I'm out.

1. YOUR ROCK STAR NAME (first pet, current car)
~ Riley Toyota

2.YOUR GANGSTA NAME (fave ice cream flavor, favorite type of shoe)
~ Peanut-butter 'n Chip Flats

3. YOUR NATIVE AMERICAN NAME (favorite color, favorite animal)
~ Goldenrod Schipperke

4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME (middle name, city where you were born)
~ Ellen Indianapolis

5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 of your first name)
~ Davsa

6. SUPERHERO NAME (2nd favorite color, favorite drink)
~ Navy Melmoso

7. NASCAR NAME (the first names of your grandfathers)
~ Jerry William

8. TV WEATHER ANCHOR NAME (your 5th grade teacher’s name, a major city that starts with the same letter)
~ Linda Lake-Chargoggagoggmanchauggagoggchaubunagunga maugg (Try pronouncing that, bitch!)

9. SPY NAME: (your favorite season/holiday, flower)
~ Winter Lilies of the Valley

10. CARTOON NAME: (favorite fruit, article of clothing you’re wearing right now)
~ Pineapple Leggings

11. HIPPIE NAME: (What you ate for breakfast, your favorite tree)
~ Asiago Redbud

I tag

NOBODY!

1] Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2] For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3] YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY?" YOU SAY?
"Shut Your Eyes" by Snow Patrol

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
"If I Had a Rocket Launcher" by Bruce Cockburn
(...If I had a rocket launcher, If I had a rocket launcher, if I had a rocket launcher, I'd makes somebody pay!)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
"You/Visionen im Spiegel" by Yuzuki

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
"One Of These Mornings" by Moby
(One of these mornings/won't be very long/you will look for me/an' I'll be gone...)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
"Hey Jude" by The Beatles

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
"Cut" by Plumb
(Ha ha no.)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
"Hiphopapotamus vs. Phymenocerous" by Flight of the Conchords
(They call me the rhymenocerous not because I'm fat or 'cause I've birds on my back but because I'm horny (HORNY!) This is general awesomeness...)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
"Title of the Song" by Da Vinci's Notebook

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN?
"What I've Done" by Linkin Park
(I've done my homework, my laundry, killed some people, now what to do...)

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
"The Sweet Escape" by Gwen Stefani (feat. Akon)
(Foursome? Not my style, sorry.)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND(S)?
"Love Song" by Sara Bareilles

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
"Chariots of Fire" by Knight's Bridge
(Well, it was for a movie set in the UK...)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
"Another Woman" by Moby
(You leave your home for days and days and I know--said I know--you've got another woman somewhere around...)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
"Leave Me Alone" by Hanna Pakarein

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
"No Complaints" by Beck

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
"I Don't Want To Wait" by Paula Cole
(It almost works, by Jove.)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
"Another Day In Paradise" by Phil Collins
(She calls to the man on the street, "Sir, can you help me? It's cold and I've nowhere to sleep. Is there somewhere; you can tell me!")

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
"Lady Madonna" by The Beatles

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
(Oh God.)
"You Spin Me (Like A Record)" by Dead or Alive
(You spin me right round babe, right round like a record babe, right round right round round...)

I tag

NO ONE!

What would you do if:

1. I was right next to you:
2. I kissed you:
3. I lived next door to you:
4. I started smoking:
5. I was hospitalized:
6. I was drunk:
7. I hugged you:
8. I asked you to leave:
9. I asked you out:


What do you think about my?

10. Personality:
11. Eyes:
12. Hair:
13. Body:


Would you?

14. Be my friend?
15. Keep a secret if i told you one?
16. Kiss me?
17. Go on a date with me?
18. Keep in touch?
19. Date me?


Have you ever?

21. Lied to make me feel better?
22. Wanted to kiss me?
23. Kept something important from me?
24. Wanted to cuddle with me?


More:

26. Who are you?
27. Are we friends?
28. When and how did we meet?
29. Describe me in one word:
30. What was your first impression?
31. What reminds you of me?
32. If you could give me anything what would it be?
33. How well do you know me?
34. When's the last time you saw me?
35. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
36. Are you gonna post this so you can see what I say about you?

4,000 hits today. I'm not going to change my icon; I like it too much. Anyway, this was a tag, but I'm going to change the rules since it's also in celebration of 4K.

The first 10 people who comment on this journal will get a sketch, free. However, in return, you must offer 10 free sketches in your own journal. If you've already done 10 Free Sketches, simply link the journal entry in your comment... You still qualify.

01 - I will NOT draw your request until I see this in your journal.
02 - In your comment, include a link to a reference picture of the character you want me to draw. Or write me a description.
03 - At most three characters per person, and I'll color them and pen too!- Remember, this is FREE.
Have fun with this, it's a great way to pass your talents to your fans

1.) Jazzomen--
2.) Carson and Jorge--
3.) Leonard Nimoy as Spock--DONE!
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I'm turning fifteen in three days. 2/9/94

It's hot.